i just dont want to i like smoking

I love playing with voice boxes and having huge holes in my neck and dragging around an oxygen tank. I've lost 2 grandparents and other family members to a battle with smoking and it was a battle to the very end. It was one of the most painful things I have ever had to endure watching someone suffer like that.

 

Today's going good for me so far... Drinking a lot of water... I am really really tired though. How are you guys doing?

 

Todays good, but i do notice that i use to be more of a morning person before i quit and now all my energy comes to me right after lunch. Im also keeping a bottle of water next to me at all times. Have a good day and let's keep this up.

 

when i quit i did not need as much sleep. i felt great with 5 or 6 hours. now that i smoke i need about 8 to fell great

 

Thats called getting older, you need more and more sleep as your motabilism slows down.

Dude if I get 4 hours now I'm doing good, If I needed less when I quit then I just wouldn't sleep at all!

 

Morning

Got home yesterday and i found my older brother on the computer in the study. And next to him he has a TRUTH hat ! So i ask him "why do you have a TRUTH hat when you have been smoking for like 12 years and still do?"

He replies; " I know! It's freaking hilarious around anyone who knows me".

He hasnt made me laugh that hard since we were little kids...

 

Oh yeah and he tells me he went up to the TRUTH stand while he was smoking to get the hat !

 

hey Copper head..just wanted to say I havent had a smoke since last friday when I relapsed...but anyway..I find myself still the morning person, just dont know what to do while Im sitting around in the morning...anyway, have a good day..just checking in since I havent in a while

 

Good work Copper, keep it up. You too dinty.

Tuesday sucked, today's not too bad.

 

Thanks Henky...how are you doin? do any of y'all have a cough? slight tickle to the back of your throat? (I realize I set myself up on this one )

 

Doin' fine. No cough. Jonesing like mad. Pretty sure, I won't start back up.

 

Ive definantly been breathing alot easier lately..

 

maybe it's just sinuses then...anyway, glad both of y'all are hangin in there...I noticed this week alone, I have more cash in my pockets than I usually do at this time of the week...so thats a bonus...

 

My boss smokes and he knows I'm quitting. The ****** still calls me outside to have our daily agenda meetings while he smokes. If we had those at the end of the day I would never be able to quit.

 

what an ****...but something we're going to have to get used too...sort of like when you're on a diet and get a salad and everyone else gets a nice juicy burger or fried pork chop...something like that,...