flafonman,

That poem is awesome. And it's totally the truth. Thanks.

Thanks Habibi and billycouldride for your support and kind comments. I feel better today. I guess the medicine is working. But, I feel kinda like a wimp on here whining "make the world go away". Sometimes talking to a friend helps me a little. But, there is only so much a friend can do. The answers to my problems, lie deep within me. That's what makes each day worth living to me....to find the truth. And I will not rest until my time comes. I guess that's what they call LIFE. Thanks all!