RTKILLA

Sorry to hear about everything. Guess it's been a few days since we talked, but as long as your happy then its all good

 

well thanks guys, I'm tired of the BS in my life. Woman arre stupid until they hit there sexual peak and then they realize, "oh damn I sure have been looking for the wrong thing".

Last night I got an interesting phone call and I heard some news about her. she won't ddo anything, won't talk to anyone and is depressed badly. Yes my heart sank into the ground to hear that about her cause I never wanted her to get hurt and I never want to see her unhappy. So with my last ditch effort I gave her once last chance to make things right. Since we cann't talk to each other I sent her an e-mail. she's got 1 week to figure out what she wants in her life. Wether its me or them and if she does want me then she's going to have to do things my way fighting them and taking no prisoners. its going to be hard but its her parents and they will understand in time and all will be ok. If she doesn't pick me thats fine cause I'm moving on and I won't look back. I told her that everything I have will be erased and forgoten. I can't talk to her in anyway and I can't be her friend, its just not me and I don't want that temptation in my life. Its all or nothing at this point and she deserves 1 last chance to make things right, and I will stick by her side and forget the past but things are going to change. No more me waiting around to make her happy every second I can, and she's going to have to deal with me not being there cause I can't give her everything like before until I know for sure its what she wants. She said I was to nice to her at one point, thats such childish bull***** and she knows it. Someday she will realize that she don't want the harda$$, and she wants a guy like me and it will be to late and I even told herr that. I told her that I know that I'm one of a kind and she will never find a guy again that will treat her the same way like I did and she'll miss that someday when she gets older and ready.

So thats it, its my last message to her unless she talks to me within a week now. If I get nothing from her, I'm going to take that as a no and move on. I'm already ok with moving on with my life and Its not going to be hard for me, it never has been that way for me. 1 week is all I need to be upset and thats to much even then. can't change it so why cry about it?

Honestly though I doubt I will see her again and I know she won't reply to my message. to much pride and no trust in her life has done that to her. Its her decision once and for all and there's no turning back. Her father is an a$$hole and she's looking for that in her life I think. Why i don't know cause I would protect her and care for her better then he ever would, I've proven that in the 10 months that I have been around already.

Oh well, either way I'll have a girl in a weeks time. I don't waste time, I started accepting applications already and I have 3 girls who have qualifed for the this weekends matchup. 2 of them are neck and neck, the other is a distant 3rd but she has the potential to come back if she works on it, HAHAHAHAHAHA. I know I'm bad, but I'm not putting up with no more *****. I know I'm worth it and these woman better start to learn that. If not I'm going ship one in from italy, HHEHEHEHEHE . Just a little humor to lighten it up. If it was my choice I would fight with kristen by my side and it would be my pleasure.

 

Dont know why you guys wont tell this poor fella how to become a senior member!!
Here's the truth............You MUST post pics here of scantly clad young women draped all over your Lightning. Then and only then will you become a senior member and garner the respect and admiration of your fellow Lightning brothers!

We're waiting....................................

 

HAHAHAHA, thats a sure fire way to get it.

How about a friend on my bike?

 

Here's my application for PLATINUM Membership.

 

too bad this board doesn't let you imput your own title, like other boards ive seen.

thats cool

 

OMG!!!!!! Look at the DSL's on that chick in the middle

--Joe

 

LMAO!!! aint it the truth!!!!!! HAHAHAA

 

Gator - nice list , but we know you want to be **** star

Maybe you should try the "@sshole" trick. Every now and then do something (nothing remotely close to serious, just something small) to get you thrown in the doghouse. It a)keeps them on there toes, b) doesn't give that complete nice guy impression about you and c) ends up with make-up sex.

 

TGHT!!!! Sumone else uses that method!!!!!!

 

LMAO!! You guys are freakin' nuts!!
Odin-who did you steal that pic from? Cause I know they wouldnt have let you that close to them!!!LOL!

KILLA- Nice pic! What I wouldnt give to be that seat for a few minutes!! This is turning into a great post!! LOL!

 

Not without losing all self-control they couldn't. lol

 

OMG! That girl on the bike has some major junk in the trunk!! What an a$$!!
Damn, just when its getting really good, Ive got to head out the door for work!! Ill check back in tonight for updates!

Suavy-We're still waiting on ya bro!..............

 

Skank Dog,

I will need some help posting a pic. Let me get one together and I'll let you all know and then some one can help me get it posted. She will be of the latin persuasion though! maybe a little J-Lo will lift RTKILLA's spirits!

Peace, Suavy

 

OK, I got two picks!
I want to post my truck and I'd like to add a twist of J-Lo who can help?

Peace, Suavy

jgonza94@ford.com