Let's start over......
Yea it stresses me out. i have lately been thinking, what if. what if i would have lived like a kid. what if i wouldnt have went to work. what if i wouldnt have givin up sports to go to work. I mean, i jsut lost my gf of a year and a half because of it. because i stress her out. because i dont live like the ppl she knows. Sometimes it kills me. I mean, i basically gave up everything, to be stressed, to have a truck.. i mean really, what did i gain? i know what you guys are gonna say, just wait till you have a house payment and kids and bills and bla bla bla. i say to them, try going to school 5 days straight, working every night, every weekend, and being the man around the house. i know the feeling. idk. sorry. had to vent.
We were poor and I figured out early on that if I was going to have clothes and a car, I had to earn it. I quit football, but stayed in basketball as long as I could. I have been working since I was 11. Worked half a day me Jr and Sr year of highschool. Bought my first car at 14, a 51 Ford coupe. Married at 19 and worked my way through college.
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i hear ya man..my daddy told me if i focused on school, and took college classes while i was in HS he would pay for my gas and all that i wouldnt need to work, i chose to work..now that i look at it i wish i woulda have taken his offer!
How long did yall date before marriage?
and if my calculations are correct, getting married at 19, means youve been married for about 392 years now
and if my calculations are correct, getting married at 19, means youve been married for about 392 years now
Had went to work officially full time when i was 14. before that was little jobs and such. But i loved football. i was a d end, middle linebacker, and wierd enough a left guard on the o line. i loved it, it was the one thing that really got me going. but couldnt do it and work. no way. amazingly, i sat down with all my coaches, they have a ton more respect for me. but losing my gf, man it hit me so hard. still does. everyday. we have been broken up for a month or so. i ****ed up, i put way too much on her. pushed way too hard. she dealt with all my bs, she saved me day in day out. i know again, im young, tons of girls, but its hard when i cant go out on dates and party and what not. it stinks. i want her back.
Started "going togethe"r in the 8th grade. Is 392 all?
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